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为什么有人想匿名写下他们的心声

来源：爱乐趣网时间：2021-02-09 00:51

原标题：为什么有人想匿名写下他们的心声

Does any one want to write their heart out here?

有人想在这里写下他们的心声吗?

Yes, there are lot of things I want to let out of my head.

I’m a 27 year old girl, with a stable job in the state sector. I learn many things and I am a very fast learner. I can sing very well, I write songs, I can dance, I paint nicely, I am good with computers and even programming (though I am still learning it).

是的，有，这很多事情我都想忘掉。

我是一个27岁的女孩，在国有企业有一份稳定的工作。我学到了很多东西，而且我学东西很快。我能唱歌很好，也能写歌，还能跳舞，画画也不错，我擅长电脑方面，尤其是编程(尽管我现在仍在学习着)。

I don’t have a home of my own, we stay at rental houses. My father is not with us, he’s divorced from my mother… I have to stay at a boarding place because of work… I have two sisters who are already married and they have lovely kids now, all girls…. I love them so much….

我没有自己的房子，我们（我和母亲）住在租来的房子里。我的父亲不在我们身边，他和母亲离婚了…因为工作原因，我不得不住在寄宿的地方…我有两个姐姐都已经结婚了，现在他们有可爱的孩子，都是女孩....我很爱他们....

So far, it would seem that my life is headed in the right direction. I have a good job, I earn well, though saving takes a bit of an effort. But that can be handled.

But I AM NOT HAPPY…

到目前为止，我的生活似乎正朝着正确的方向前进。我有一份好工作，收入也不错，虽然攒钱有点费劲。但这是可以控制的。

但是我不开心....

I never had friends, not even at work. I pretend to be friends with them because I have to. I know they never take me as a friend… May be it is because,

I speak directly to anyone. I can’t help anyone to cover up their careless mistakes only because they are my friends. It is not right.. And I have understood that their interests differ greatly from those of mine…. They do not like the songs that I listen, they laugh at me, They say I am wierd.

我从来没有朋友，工作上也没有。我假装和他们做朋友是因为我不得不这么做。我知道他们从来不把我当朋友，也许是因为，

我和人说话的方式太直接了。我不能仅仅因为别人是我的朋友，就帮他们掩盖他们粗心犯的错误。这是不对的。我也知道他们的兴趣和我的兴趣有很大的不同....比如，他们不喜欢我听的那些歌，还嘲笑我，说我很奇怪。

To be honest, this is how my life was since I was a kid…. I am the nerdy kid in the team… I loved reading…. when others would go out to play during the free periods, I would go to the library…. I was awarded the best reader of the whole school when I was 14…!!!!!

May be I’m lonely, I don’t know…

I want to have friends but I don’t want to change my habits (such as reading, gaming) because of that….

说实话，这就是我从小的生活....那时候我是学校里的特立独行的人…我喜欢阅读....当别人在空闲时间出去玩的时候，我就去图书馆....我曾在14岁的时候，被评为全校最佳读者荣誉…!!!!!

也许我是孤独的吧，我也不知道为什么…

我想要有朋友，但是我不想改变我的习惯(比如阅读，游戏)，而去交朋友....

And the most horrible thing is, they criticize my looks…. Even though they too are women like me….

I am very very very small for my age….. I am not really fair skinned…. I am short, thin and kind of like fragile (as they say…) They say that is why don’t even have a boyfriend yet….They always push me back because I am small…. My superior is a good person… She is really nice to me…. But the others always compare me with them and lable me as weak…. If I try on a new hairstyle or something…. they would mock me saying “who is gonna see you in that….????”

最可怕的是，他们居然评论我的外貌长相....即使他们也是女性，像我一样....

我年龄太太太小.....我的皮肤不是很白....我又矮又瘦，还有点玻璃心(就像他们说的……)他们说这就是为什么我还没有男朋友....（工作上出了问题）他们总是把我推出去，因为我小....我的上司是个好人，她对我真的很好....但是其他人总是把我和他们比较，给我贴上软弱的标签....如果我尝试一个新发型或其他什么....他们就会嘲笑我说 “谁会看你啊....????”

I don’t care what they say… but it hurts…. I don’t want to upset my mother by telling her about these things…. So I just go to my boarding everyday, and cry alone….

Its just me, my songs and my books…. Then the next day… I go to work again…. suffer again …. it goes on and on….

I can’t give up my job because I need it, to take care of my mother….

That’s how my life is right now….

我不在乎他们说什么…但这很伤人....我不想把这些事告诉我妈妈，让她不高兴....所以我每天都去出租房里，自己哭....

那里只有我，我的歌和我的书....然后第二天…我又去上班....受苦…这样一直循环....

我不能放弃我的工作，因为我需要它，来照顾我的妈妈....

这就是我现在的生活....

This may be due to my lower self esteem… But every time I try to stand up for my self…. they make it obvious that I can’t rise up because I do not look so good…. One officer in this team is having a position with a bit of authority…. She makes sure that I am always tossed into the corner…..

这可能是由于我自卑的缘故…但是每次我都试着把自己挺起来....他们明摆着说我挺不起来，因为我看起来状态不太好....一个担任公司门卫警员的职工都点权威....她也看出来了我总是被忽略在角落.....

Anyway…..

Thanks to Quora anonymus…. I am letting all the pain out…. at least for a while…

不管怎么样……

感谢Quora匿名网站...至少在是这短时间里.....我把所有痛苦都发泄出来了....……